ANGEL VS DEVIL

Now i juz noe in my mind n my heart got an angel and a devil. But i think devil is always come out~~~i didnt feel tat my angel appear help me solve my problem~~~my devil will appear to let me think how to solve my problem~~~Actually, my circumstances dont have many problem, not love problem, not college problem n not friend problem....juz only is family problem n money problem~~y i can be like tat? i oso dun noe tat~~I noe my parents are work hard, tat money from them are not easy~~so, i oso didnt hv demand more money from my parent juz only i really dun have money juz take from them...but y they cant understand me? B4 tis, I'm borrow many money from my sis around 800++...tat money is me dun noe how to ask them take money so i borrow from my sis~~~every time i wan ask for money, i will worry how to ask for it~~every time i'm need courage ask for it~~y i need to do like tis? they dun noe wat i think wat i feel~~I'm really feeling tired~~how long the time i need live like tis? may die is a way to let me forget tis~~~