a rubbish waiting die now~~~~

I wan go to die~~~BUT DIDNT HAVE 'YONG QI' TO DIE~~~actually now my health poblem oso cant live very long~~~`now juz onli wait die~~~~To my dear friends.... when a day u all get my pass away message plz dun be sad~~~

my health problem

juz cum bek from PWTC '第六届国际健康展'~~~买了一个红粷miso, rm 10 crystal, n go take a Anlene BoneHealth check~~~the result very bad news~~~i'm the moderate risk oso wan go to high risk~~~very dangerous now~~now i need dieting cold drink, coffee, tea, fast food, soft drink n more~~~
After that , I n my sister go check for the foot arch~~~the result oso is bad for us~~~got a serious problem, our foot arch are different than other 1~~~got many problem~~~tis few week i oso feel my foot n waist very pain n th period not so follow the date~~~when i heard tat guy check for me n tell me tis~~~tat time i really scare for tis~~~but he tell me for the arch support need to be matched with special designed shoes~~~walau....tat shoes need RM3100....it is too too much~~~but i really got problem for tis~~~not juz for now~~`b4 many time my waist oso got sometime very pain, n now oso~~~

This result add the bone health result is cukup the reason for me go to die enough~~~juz cum bek gv my father scold, how can i tel my health problem to them ....let me die better~~~i juz 19 years old got this health problem better dun waste the money~~~
everytime i wan to buy a shoes oso need think the price is not the 舒适度~~~当一双鞋穿了一定的时间，它是不是会变越来越平？别说太贵的~~~就说平地的球鞋~~~我那对已经穿了半年，最近已经开始穿到脚痛。。。想买多一双都不可以，我的脚又很特别的大，很难找到合适的鞋，又要找一双价钱不贵有合适我的鞋~~~去哪找？？？根本没想过我的感受~~~~~~每个人都是自私的，何况是家人？
家人？也许我家庭属于比较早的年代，思想跟教育孩子的方法是跟现在是非常不同，没有跟我们沟通，只是骂，没想过我的感受，就只会骂，对我们发脾气，只依照他们自己的想法~~~~什么世界？？？

Shabuone at lot 10

2day i went to shabuone at lot 10 wit my sis. There is not bad de le~~~got many type soup u can choose...i juz choose the tonyam n japan 昆布鱼仔汤。onli RM 16.80 n need add 10% service tax with member card(mon-fri) 11am-4pm n after 9.30pm~~

各种口味的冰淇淋

got popcorn leh~~~

coconut pudding n tiramisu

意式奶酪和南瓜奶酪非常好吃~~~

开动前~~

开动咯~~~

很像台北101~~

是给烤麻糬的配料

烤麻糬

烤热狗

popcorn~~我吃很多~~

工作人员负责烤的~~

担仔面

好大的壳啊！！但那肉只是那一点~~

fan fan fan

study without money~~~no money~~~but dun wan work~~~FAN!!!!
need find part time work to earn money~~~AHAHAH!!!! next week need presentation, shoes oso need my sis borrow money to me to buy shoe.....haiz....wat lai de? y i so poor de???

为什那么我的妈妈总是那么辛苦？

为什那么我的妈妈总是那么辛苦？她要兼顾家庭，公司，庙，还有联谊会。却得不到别人的体谅，还要出言中伤给她。。。家庭，要顾家里的大小事，公司，要顾公司的运作，庙，也要顾大小事，联谊会只是为故乡尽一份力。妈妈年纪越来越大，记忆力开始不大好，在我们眼中看来，妈妈一直都是有超能力，无论什么事都难不倒她，但却没发现她越来越老。虽然她很唠叨，一样事情可以重复无数次，我们听久了，会觉得烦但却没想过这是让她预防老人痴呆症，她不会打麻将，不会乱买东西，不会买名牌，节俭，做的事都为了家。做儿女的难道就不得体谅她的唠叨？她唯一休闲的时间就只有晚上几个小时看他爱看的电视剧，大都多数的时间都献给别人。在我眼中，我的妈妈是独一无二的伟大妈妈，跟别的妈妈是不同的，她所做的一切都为了我们，而我们不知道。。。其实她是有用意的，只是我们不了解~~~

点解？

点解每个人身边一定会有反骨仔来出卖你？难道我好欺负？点解一定要酱对我？点解要看死我？点解要酱不公平？点解相识酱久，要一次又一次伤害我？难道你们很开心看笑话？要怎样才能放过我？

一直以来都在强迫自己，这一次是彻底死心，不再挽回，不再留恋，不再等待。。。一次上当是我傻，第二次再上了当时我白痴，不会有第三次！！！

这一让我停止往山崖的路前去，而去寻找重新找回自己的路。将来，你会看见不一样的我！！！

so 'hak zai'!!!

2day so 'hak zai' waited jor 1 hour 15 min u46 juz came....then traffic jam at jalan loke yew then arrived the near ts bus stop...the driver said tayar bocor all ppl need get off bus n waited order bus...omg!!!until got a U49 came..so many ppl n line up...suddenly, got a uncle tel in front the auntie got thief tried to steal her thing ....after that the uncle tell police n catch him...n me？ no place gv me sit, stand until reach home....so cham....n tired

30/8/09 zoo negara....

30/8/09 - 2day me n friends planed went to zoo negara...Actually i'm feel very happy bcoz long time didnt go there....Last time i'm went there when i'm around 4 or5 years old, still remember tat time i saw a big big big size river horse n very tall giraffe...hahaha....very funny..
We set out at 8.45am from km house....Around 9.15am we are reach there.
We juz saws some species of monkey n bear...After that, rain is came....So, we go a 'pondok' to hide rain.....after 1 hour rain was stopped n we oso terus our zoo plan....The zoo is very big walked until my leg pain...haiz...n so hot... .n tat day we met the uncle canteen secondary school....After that, we went to tmn segar eat lunch n watch movie ...


monkey

山豬
the flying fox

river horse(mother river horse n baby rive horse) so cute :)
big big big size turtle!!!!
Giraffe
Anti H1 N1!!!!!
kangaroobutterfly.....at butterfly park(kena tipu like oso need rm 5.....haiz....)

30/8/09 zoo negara....

so sad...

This week timetable is full by extra class...haiz....juz got tuesday is free let me go c dentist. Tis few day, my teeth feel very pain....oso need wait until tuesaday go check it....still got 2 coursework to do....very fan.....now still havent revision my english exam....hope tat day can let me get credit...if not...haiz....
oso still got 1 month start my cib exam....5 subject...i'm really dun noe some subject is teaching wat....hahaha...long time didnt study....now start study look like very hard...haiz....gambateh lar....

心真的碎了！

今午跟妈吵起来，她说我在家没做事，我不时常做是因为我还要做assignment．又要顾家又要顾我的功课．．．有时真的会精疲力尽．．．我已经尽量在我有时间就做家务，大部分的家务我都做，却没人体谅我，还要怪我嫌我．．．有时我真的怀疑自己是不是做错？身为家的一分子的确是应该出一份力，我也有出力啊！！但当一个人长期都是酱没人帮轻自己，到了极限也是会累，会发脾气．但这些都没人会发觉，感觉到，他们都认为是你应该做的．．不会帮忙你．．你是不应该发脾气的！！！不知道为什么每当我跟家人吵架，我都会流眼泪而我却控制不了．．．我记得我以前是不会那么容易流眼泪的，是这几年控制不到．．每当我流眼泪我都尽量不让他们看到，免得以为我是扮可怜．．我的确是控制不到！！
这几年我都一直改进，希望我的改进她能看得到，也许我改得不好，但她也不能这样伤我的，已经不是第一次了，每次我都当是我的错，但这次她真的真的伤到我的心，我的心已经碎了，碎得无法再复原．．．为了这件事我足足哭了一个小时，常常听人家说哭一场就没事，但我大哭一场得到的只是眼睛痛而无法让我的伤口复原．．．到底我是否是个废材？

观音诞做的寿包。。。

BBQ day

3 august 2009 is my friend 'miss tan' birthday. 我们就在八月2日搞BBQ party. 事前，我们吩咐淑欣要帮他做个蛋糕。然后，观媚弄龟苓膏。本来我是做jelly的，但做出来好像失败了，就没拿过去。哈哈。。。讲都不相信，bbq前几天很多人都病了，最严重的是我，一个星期看两次医生。还以为是H1N1....还好不是！！！
8月2日，一大早爬起来，做完家务就等电话来，出去载人。首先，去lrt tasik selatan 载我姐先,再去拿蛋糕，然后去tmn midah 载观媚去家杰那集合。之后就去jusco买bbq的材料，买了最重要的chicken wings, bacons, hot dogs,chicken balls, sweet potatoes, sotong, 鲍鱼菇，金针菇等等。 之后，就去家杰家腌制chicken wings当然不是我负责腌制啦！！我和观媚只负责清洗材料，家杰负责腌制。由于很多人都病了，所以我们弄了三味chickenwings, got 咸的，南乳，还有酱油的。弄好时已经差不多到4点，我们三个就去吃炒粿條。之后就把所有的食物载去主角家。到了差不多六点多，就开始弄炉.是mun 弄的。我们等开炉蒸鸡，我们几乎都是都用锡纸bbq....